Friday, December 17, 2010

Happy Friday Friends!.


There are a few wishes that i have listed for you my dear friends and haters!
  1. I wish for you to eat something delicious
  2. I wish your kids will kiss you on your cheeck and say " i love you soo much mommy"( Raeez normally said "Saaaayang ibu banyak sangat besar macam cloud")
  3. I wish that you’ll give-and-receive a great hug.
  4. I wish an old long lost friend will come to you and said "you looking good"
  5. I wish you will get a great big laugh from something very funny and suprising
  6. I wish you can leave some comments on my blog (haha)
  7. I wish you can settle all your PTPTN or study loan ASAP (insaff!)
  8. I wish you can enjoy your weekends with the love one.
  9. i wish you to perform your solat on time (insafff juga!)
  10. I wish you can forgive someone today and feel good about it.
  11. i wish you can vanish all cicak, lipas, nyamuk in your house so you can live happily ever after
  12. I wish you can fart in public without nobody notice...
  13. I wish you to fall in love with your partner forever.
  14. I wish you to feel good about yourself regardless of the critics.
  15. I wish you to still uphold to your principles.
  16. I wish you to be able to cook your family favourite menu's!
  17. I wish you to still remember the good old time memories you spend with your parents and family
  18. I wish for you to have a great food massage.
  19. I wish you manage to buy something that you want for so long
  20. I wish and pray to Allah that He forgives the wrong that we do.
P/S : I love you!

Monday, December 13, 2010

Dear Anonymous


  1. You have always try to be nice to me, but i dont have to like you. You are not a good person.
  2. I am polite to you because you are my my )(*& but i dont trust you even a little bit.
  3. I know each and every step of your plan and am just pretending stupid
  4. You are a good mother and i hope you realize that....
  5. We been talking about your physical look more than before and we give name to each one of you too.
  6. If you keep telling people that you know everything. try public speaking!
  7. Pretending that your son doesn’t have any problems is hurting, not helping, him.
  8. If you think commenting on somebody weight as a good way to start the conversation, you are wrong!
  9. You are beautiful enough to remind everybody you aren't beautiful, people use to get annoyed when a beautiful lady says she is not beautiful.
  10. Please stop tagging me on facebook, i add you because i just like window online shopping, i can't afford to buy everything. (this message is execeptional for www.begcanteq.blogspot.com)
  11. I know you can cook 876 menus, so what?
  12. Please watch "Hantu kak Limah balik rumah" with me :) i'll love you more.
  13. Spending a lot of money to your Alma Prada bag while you leaving in a Jet Flat is like showing the world that you are financially blonde!.....
  14. oh oh i can hear you say i'm jealous, well....do i look like i care?
  15. You are one of the important person in my life. I wish the best to you.
  16. Can we celebrate 2011 mother's Day together?
  17. If you want to be sexy make sure you are not fall under the category which people can obviously see you dark color cleavage, armpit or your selulit. That is so Gulppp! (menutup aurat kan lebih manis)
  18. I hope that Allah will help you to find your way. I really care. yes i am.
  19. Appreciate your wife people and stop flirting on Facebook!
  20. I know you will hate me for this post. tapi ada kak limah kisah?
P/S : i love to be Malaysian!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Me & ex boyfriend 5th Anniversary


Tomorrow on 2/12/2010 my ex boyfriend (Mr.Andy) and I will have been married for five years. We’ve been together for eight years total.

That’s more than a quarter of my life. Wow!

My life has changed in so many ways since and because Mr. Andy and I are married. I watch PGA Tour games now. I cheer for the golfers. I know the names of the Golf Course and the price too (this is so booooooooooooooooooo!). I know which is Lin Danand which is Chong Wei (buta sukan!) I ate Tempoyak and ikan sungai, I know about Ventolin inhaler, there are little things too, like we bought houses and have Raeez and Amna the greatest achievement ever!

Mr. Andy and I disagree, and we do fight sometimes, and when we fight we really really fight! But Mr. Andy makes me laugh. All the time. At stupid things like radio commercial, the sales girl, the special gift etc. We like to imagine weird things too (it’s ok i keep it secret Mr. Andy). We are very different, but we can always make each other laugh, and I think we’ll always have that.

I just hope that me and Mr.Andy will be in love forever, and may enter the Jannah together as he always said “kalau sebab awak abang masuk neraka siap awak!” huhuhuhu i just dont wanna be a good mother i wanna be a good wife too........

Knowing you will be with me in all my tomorrows, makes my today so wonderful.

P/S : maybe I’ll write a romantic post “gunung sanggup kudaki lautan sanggup ku renangi at our 10th anniversary”

P/S : I LOVE YOU!

Friday, October 1, 2010

Confession time....


  1. 'm overweight.....
  2. i hide some of my friend on facebook....
  3. i'm so tired of two faced people....
  4. i gossip more now....~this is not good, Mr. Andy once says : "can you just mind your own business z!"
  5. I hate skinny jeans. Mostly because I will never have the body to wear them.
  6. i hate nasi lemak....
  7. mok'ku cafe makes me smell like tuna....
  8. i hate my job....
  9. i am demotivated....
  10. i never watch and have zero interest over twilight....
  11. i miss ronnie, amoi, naddu si gila, ayu, mas, ria, zana, jieha and all my gals so much!
  12. i wish i can be a fulltime housewife!
  13. i ate the whole jar of kuih semprit all by myself....thanks to my SIL....
  14. Hearing someone use the words “dowh” or “tak boleh blah” aloud makes me want to punch myself in the ear repeatedly.
  15. i think i can sing better than someone i know....hahahahhahahahahhaha...~WTF~
  16. i hate IIUM new signage.......
  17. i love my ex boyfriend (Mr. Andy) more and more now...
  18. don't tell me that petai is gross, I will probably never forgive you for it.I find it horribly rude....
  19. i wish i have the kiss-ass skills!
  20. anything you need to confess lately?

Ramadhan 1431 hari ke 15....


Semalam di Bazar Ramadhan aku memberikan raeez beberapa ringgit untuk diberikankan kepada orang2 kurang upaya yang ada pada hari tu, RM2 yg pertama raeez sedekah pada seorg "atok" buta yang bermain gendang sambil menyanyi "Bila Izrael datang memanggil jasad terbujur di pembaringan"..... dia berjalan dan masih mencari cari untuk siapa lagi diberikan duit yang kuberikan padanya, RM1 diberikan kepada rumah anak yatim (akupum krang pasti) tak sempat membaca tulisannya. kami berjalan berselang membeli beberapa juadah untuk berbuka puasa, sampai di hujung jalan raeez memandang aku kemudian memandang seorang nenek tua bertudung hitam sambil bermain gendang, aku menganggukkan kepala tanda membenarkan dia memberikan beberapa ringgit terakhir yang masih ada di tangan, Raeez kemudianya memasukkan duit itu kedalam tabung duit nenek itu sambil memandang tepat dalam jarat lebih kurang satu jengkal ke dari muka nenek itu sambil berkata " ibu mana mata nenek ibu" aku mulanya diam, takut takut kalau nenek tu terasa hati, dia bertanya lagi "ibu mana mata nenek ibu , nenek tak ada matalah ibu, ibu tengoklah!" suamiku pantas menarik tangan raeez, tapi raeez masih tidak berpuas hati kerana tiada jawapan dari ayah dan ibu. Dia menolak tangan ayahnya lalu pergi lagi pada nenek tadi dan bertanya (dalam jarak yang sangat dekat) "nenek, mana mata nenek" nenek tua itu menjawap " nenek buta cu" raeez yg masih kurang jelas maksud buta terdiam, lalu nenek tua tu berkata lagi "nenek tak ada mata" raeez dengan selamba menjawab "Syian nenek tak ada mata kan ibu. ibu bagilah nenek ni mata kenapa kita bagi duit, bagilah nenek ni mata ibu!" aku sangat buntu, jawapan apalah yang nak bagi pada raeez ni...lalu aku berkata " Raeez ibu tak boleh bagi nenek mata sebab Allah yang bagi manusia mata" Raeez bertanya lagi "Kenapa Allah tak bagi nenek ni mata ibu, Allah tak sayang nenek ni ke?"......"Raeez Allah sayang semua orang cuma Allah tak bagi nenek tu mata supaya ada orang macam raeez (yang ada mata) boleh tolong dia, dan Allah sayang Raeez lebih banyak sebab Raeez bersedekah pada nenek tu...." dia terdiam mungkin berpuas hati dengan jawapan dariku......." Nabi s.a.w. bersabda:Maksudnya: “Siapa yang sanggup mendinding dirinya daripada api neraka walaupun dengan (bersedekah) sebelah buah kurma,maka hendaklah dia lakukan.” (Hadis riwayat Muslim). Semoga satu hari nanti Raeez menjadi anak yang soleh, dan boleh jadi imam besar, penyejuk hati ibu dan ayah.......

The Happy List...


My Happy List! (not in particular order)

1.Raeez Iyaad, Amna Nafeesa, Syaffandi Shahrom
2.The smell of babies
3.Family and Friends
4.Seeing Raeez and Amna growing up
5.Snuggling with my love on
6.Talking and gossiping with my friends my SIL and MIL
7.Mountains
8.Sunshine
9.Hugs
10.Making people Laugh
11.Watching my Favorite movie/TV show
12.Taking pictures
13.Finally eating something that I’ve been eating all days
14.Buying something I deserve
15.Being told that I look beautiful (muntah jika mahu!)
16.Chocolate
17.Green Frog
18.School Mates
19.Facebook
20.Adam Sandler
21.Richard Gear
22.Russsel David
23.Sheila on Tujuh
24.P.Ramlee
25.Rainbows
26.Beauty product
27.Theater
28.Cleanliness
29.Perfumes (on someone else gadis, pakcik makcik, jejaka dan lain2 yang wangi)
30.Wrote a inspiring or stupid or merepek comments on someone else wall
31.Karaoke
32.Oprah Winfrey
33.Having a coworker help me laugh my way into a better mood….(Kerana Kerani!)
34.Bonus
35.Bookstore
36.YouTube
37.Seeing others happy
38.Being good to haters
39.Being able to control my anger
40.Online Shop
41.Kenny Rogers Delivery (this is new!)
42.Sea Food
43.Laksa Johor
44.Zapin
45.Holidays
46.Fairytale
47.Full Moon! (MasyaAllah)
48.ARCian (yes you guys always makes me happy! now, then and forever! Sila terharu!)
49.Going to sleep
50.Big Handbag
51.Big Sunglasses
52.Having a good serious visionary futuristic talk with my Mr. Hubby!
53. Half Cook egg for breakfast
54.Foot Massage….
55.reunion
56.asam pedas mak
57.Durian
58.Bubur Kacang Durian
59.Dancing with Amna and Raeez alone singing Lam sam sam or koko jumbo
60.Story time with niece and nephews!
61.Fresh air
62.Baju Baru
63.That “clean feeling” after shower
64.Hari Raya
65.Sweet Dreams
66.Receiving and giving a gift
67.Having money to spend
68.Pictures frame
69.IKEA
70.Taking my shoes of when its hurts
71.Bubbles
72.Finishing my work
73.Clear blue sky
74.Finally drinking something I’ve being craving all days
75.Love
76.Silly things
77.Jokes (Lawak Gadis particularly)
78.Making people smile
79.Knowing that I’ve achieved something (little things counts!)
80.New comments!

i just realize that there is many things that makes me happy! and maybe there is a lot more that i've being miss off.......i'm sure you have alot too.....stop whinning, complaiingng and moaning because you never know how happy you are! i've share mine what is yours.....

My Mak Lampir list....

  1. Dealing with super selfish irresponsible professional so call senior colleague
  2. being responsible for somebody's unfinish work or duty
  3. Liar
  4. Being chase by kitten :P
  5. Dealin with stupid people doing stupid things with stupid reason and stupid stupid ~version sudah insaf~
  6. Being call sister Ruzielah sister Ruzielah on Friday, 5.25pm
  7. Dealing with parents who questioned about his or her son achievement and blame us for everything
  8. having the mee kari spilled on my tudung while heving breakfast.
  9. Dealing with two faced and the lick ass and dumb butt people ~version hati sangat panas~
  10. Being insulted for wearing BATA and Jukebox......~haha and ha~
  11. Falling on the staircase while helping hot sexy girl wearing 6 inch heels....
  12. Being the middle of attention!
  13. Being weight more than the refrigirator
  14. Being judge by haters!
  15. Being chase by nenek kebayan, puntianak (version rambut ada daun kering melekat) -mimpi-
  16. Being fool by the love one
  17. Being red
  18. somehow walking in the rain with no umbrella....
  19. Being place in a cage with either Anwar Ibrahim or angry gorilla ~the stupid and no more idea version~